一九八一年二月十七日。。。/ 17th February 1981...

一九八一年二月十七日﹐馬來西亞的某個醫院的某個角落聽見了”哇” 的一聲﹐一個頑皮又懶惰的小精靈終于出生了﹐哈哈﹐那就是我! 今天是我進入人生的第二十五個年頭﹐在這沒甚麼要求﹐只許一個小小的願。希望家人和我以及朋友們都身體健康﹐天下太平﹐沒有戰爭﹐沒有天災人禍。

在母親的口中得知﹐從小到大家裡最頑皮的就是我。大多數的東西不是給我打破就是給我踏破﹐每次做錯事都得到母親的懲罰。在進入中學時﹐頑皮的個性就慢慢的改了﹐沒有以前那麼頑皮﹐但懶惰始終還有一點點吧。

沒有跟朋友們說過今天是我的生日﹐因為不想慶祝﹐但還是接到由幾位朋友傳來的生日短訊。在此說聲謝謝。每年的今天我都不會做生日﹐因為在某某書中曾讀過﹐我們的生日就是母親的受難日。因為母親在當天是在生死線中﹐沒人會知道她下一刻是生或死。所以最好別慶祝生日。

每年的生日﹐我一定會生病。今年也不例外﹐從情人節到現在的我還在病著。就算沒亂吃東西﹐休息多些﹐病還是照樣會來。可能這就是我生日必過的病吧!

17th February 1981, the baby crying sound can hear from somewhere in one of the hospital at Malaysia. One of the naughty & lazy boy had born finally. Haha, is me! Today I have step into the 25th years of my life, just want to make a small wishes. Hope my family members, friends & me all in good health. No more wars & no more nature and man-made disaster.

Knew it from my mom, I am the most notty in my family since I was child. I broke most of the things & mom punished me most of the time. After stepped into Secondary School, I have changed a lot. Less notty but still lazy.

I did not told my friends about my birthday cause I don’t really like to celebrate. But still receiving birthday messages from MSN messager & sms. Just wat to say thank you to all of yours. Every year I would not celebrate my birthday because get some knowledge from one of the book. In the book, it mentioning that our birthday is the Suffers Distress Day for our mom. Because the day when we born, mom are in the middle line of life & death. No one will know what is the next step our mom will face. So is encourage that do not celebrate your birthday.

Every year of my birthday, I am sure will suffering from sick including this year. This year I am sick since Valentine. Even I eat less & rest more, sick still will “follow” me. Maybe this is way I need to go through every year of my birthday!

病了﹐回到過去。。。/ Sick, back to the past...

二月十四日是西方情人節﹐我過著一個沒有情人的情人節。那天回到家﹐沖了涼﹐用了晚餐後﹐感覺身體好累。八點多就睡得像只死豬﹐十二點多起身後﹐身體熱淌淌的﹐背部的骨頭蠻痛的。我知道這回我生病了。

喝了水後﹐繼續睡。就在這時﹐眼前出現了以前所居住過的木屋。在這裡﹐我看見了中年時的父母。我好怕﹐心想我是不是回到過去。在隔壁站著的是我妹妹﹐她的樣貌與現在二十多歲的樣貌是一樣的。我對著小妹說我們是不是回到過去﹐不如買份報紙看看那天的日期。買了報紙後﹐報紙上寫著的年份是一九九三年。天啊﹐我真的不敢相信眼前這一目。一九九三年是我讀小六的那年﹐如果從那年算起﹐我還有三個大小考試要過(小六的UPSR, 中三與中五的PMR和SPM) 。我跟小妹說我怎都要回到二零零六年。在我想著想著時﹐意志力告訴我﹐我只是在夢中的一九九三。只要我大力振作﹐就能回到現在的二零零六年。就在我大力振作後﹐我看見了我的衣櫥﹐電腦﹐我正在睡的床等等。終于”回到” 了二零零六年。當我在望望睡在客廳的小妹時﹐她也在那一刻驚醒過來。這是不是與這夢有關呢? 真是不可詩意。

到了第二天一早(二月十五日)﹐看醫生後拿了一天病假﹐醫生說我感冒。從早睡到晚﹐感覺病情還是那麼嚴重。今天早上﹐決定再看一次病。醫生再給我一天病假﹐也是從早睡到晚。剛剛才起床不久﹐感覺好多了﹐但是還有點累。不知明天會不會太累在公司睡著了﹐希望能哀過那超冷的冷氣房吧!

February 14, this Valentine Day I passed it lonely (should be say every year, haha). Back to home around 6.45pm, after bath & have my dinner feel very tire. Slept at around 8pm almost like a pig. Woke up around 12 midnight, my body was hot & backbone was pain. I knew what happened to me, I was sick.

After have a cup of water, continue to sleep. By this time, I saw my old wood house appear inform of me. I saw my parents in middle age in the house. I am scared, asked myself am I back to the past? My youngest sis was stand beside me. Her face was same like now. I asked my sis, are we back to the past? Should we bought a newspaper & have a look for the date. After bought the newspaper, the date show in the newspaper was Year 1993. My God, I can’t believe. Year 1993 was the year I study for Standard 6. If I count from that year, I still need to sit for 3 main exams (Standard 6 for UPSR, Secondary School for PMR & SPM). I told my sis no matter how hard to get back; I must back to Year 2006. Suddenly my six senses told me, I am just in a dream at the Year 1993. I just need to control myself then I will be back to Year 2006 soon. I followed my instinct, after few seconds I saw my cupboard, computer, the bed that I was sleep on & so on. Finally I “back” to Year 2006. When I look at sis that slept at living room, she woke up too. Is that related to this dream? Can’t believe.
The next day morning (Febuary 15th), I get my 1-day medical leave & doctor said I having fever. I was slept from morning till night but not feel better. Today morning, I get 1 more day for medical leave. Slept from morning till night too. Just woke up & feel better but very tire. Hope tomorrow wouldn’t fall in sleep at office.

眼看手不動 / Nice To See, Nice To Hold. Once Broken, Consider Sold.

初七人日﹐為了要買素魚生在晚上撈生﹐特地在下午與小妹來到了One Utama。在 One Utama 買了魚生後﹐有多余時間便到了 Mutiara Damansara 的 Tesco 去。

當我們走在最底層時﹐我就被其中的一間精品店所吸引注。我說進去看看﹐但小妹不肯。最後在我的游說下﹐她終于陪我進去了。走了大約兩分鐘左右﹐小妹說趕時間。但我說讓我看了最後一樣晶品後就走﹐她也答應了。

正當我走到裡面時﹐被擺在架子的熔岩燈所吸引注。結果手癢的我﹐拿起了熔岩燈後﹐不到一秒鐘上段的玻璃瓶就這樣落地開花了。天啊! 簡直不敢相信眼前這一幕。膽小如鼠的我﹐心跳加速﹐身體冒冷汗﹐雙腳無力在抖。在我隔壁的銷售員哼了一聲立刻給了眼色我看﹐假裝鎮定的我只好不出聲的在等。持著”一人做事一人當”的我﹐也沒有要逃跑的念頭。因為做錯事一定要認﹐那才過得自己那關。在等了大約五分鐘左右﹐當他清理乾淨後﹐問了他要如何解決。他說一就是給半價拿壞的走﹐二就是買新的。我二話不說買了新的就踏出店門﹐因為壞的那個買回家後根本就沒用處。

嗨。。。這次就算是破財擋災吧﹐這個人日真的過得不開心。如果一早聽小妹說早點離開﹐那一定不會發生這樣的事。那可能是註定要我在新年時破財吧!

Seventh day of CNY in Chinese called “Ren Le”(is everyone birthday), my sister & me went to One Utama to buy “Yee Sang”(a CNY dishes) for prepared to celebrate at dinner. After bought the “Yee Sang”, we went to Tesco at Mutiara Damansara.

When we passed by at the ground floor, I attracted by a shop that selling a lot of high-quality goods. I want have a look at the goods, but sis said don’t want. But finally I manage to asked her go in. After around 2 minutes, sis said time is rushing but I said let me have a look for the last thing first then only we move on. So she said no problem.

So I went to the end of the shop & attracted by the lava lamp on the rack. Not even 1 second after I hold, the top part of the lamp drop off & broken into pieces. My God! Can’t believe on what happen in a second. I’m so scared, my heart bumped faster than cheetah. Sweated a lot, both of my legs shake & can’t stand. The promoter shows me an angry face, I just keep quiet. I admitted it is my fault & not even want to run away. One sentence came out in my mind, “If it is your fault, please admit it”. After 5 minutes of wait for the clean up, I asked for how to settle. He said either pay half price for the broken one & takes back, or buys a new one. I bought a new one & walk off. There is no use if I buy the broken one.

Haiii…this year “Ren Le” is not a happy day for me, if I listen to what my sister said & went off ealier then this case will not happen. Maybe this is a “fixed”.
眼看手不動 / Nice To See, Nice To Hold. Once Broken, Consider Sold.

我的新年 / My Chinese New Year....

年初二原本打算回到公司繼續昨天的工作﹐但真的沒有心情要上班。因為過年嘛﹐一年才一次﹐再加上父母的游說下﹐所以決定不上班。其實也有其他原因啦﹐就是為了要拿紅包。哈哈! 所以那天跟著家人去了親戚家拜年。

首先是去姑姑的家﹐然後再到阿姨和舅舅家拜年。就這樣去了三個地方。紅包還蠻少的﹐只有十多封罷了。嗨。。。婚都已經結啦﹐紅包都不肯給多一封。藉口多多啦﹐甚麼經濟不景氣啦﹐奶粉錢不夠啦﹐忘記帶紅包啦。。。記住了﹐下次要用這些藉口了。哈哈!

拜年後﹐帶了家人到 The Curve的 Vegegreen用餐。這是我第四次來到這兒用餐﹐這裡的食物還蠻貴的。但付錢時小妹硬要付﹐我擋也擋不住啦。小妹﹐沒關係﹐下一餐讓我付。哈哈!

回到家後﹐沖了涼看看電視節目直到凌晨兩點鐘才會周公。

年初三和年初四也沒去哪兒﹐只有回到公司繼續我的工作。年初五就正式上班了﹐但公司還是冷清清﹐就連子公司的員工也小貓三幾只罷了。大多數員工會在星期一才上班﹐實在太悶了。

Second day of CNY had planned to back to office to continue my work, but really no mood want to work cause New Year one year celebrate 1 time only & parents keep on asked to join them. So decided not back to office. Actually there is another reason, cause I want to get Ang Pow. Haha! So I had follow family visited my uncle & aunty house.

First went to aunty house (dad’s sister), then follow by another aunty & uncle (mom’s sisters & brothers). Get little Ang Pow, around 10 only. Haiii… all married, but just gave little only. Gave a lot of reasons, the economy is not good & down, not enough money to buy milk powder, forgot to bring Ang Pow….. so many reasons. Remember these; use these for your future. Haha!

After the visited, we went to Vegegreen at The Curve for dinner. This is my fourth time being here. The foods here expensive. When pay bill, my sis said want to treat. So no choice, can’t do anything. Sis, never mind…next time I will pay for it. Haha!

After back to home, bath & watched for New Year TV programs until midnight 2a.m then only slept.

Third day & fourth day of CNY didn’t go anywhere, just back to office to continued my works. The fifth day is the official working day for me, but office few workers working only. Even the branches also the same, most of them will be back on Monday. Is really boring.
















第一封父母給的紅包 / First Ang Pow given by Mom & Dad..

農曆新年的第一天 / My First Day of Chinese New Year

恭喜恭喜! 今天是大年初一﹐ 先向各界拜個年。祝大家身體健康﹐萬事如意﹐ 想什麼得什麼。

過年的日子是超開心,每一年的今天都可以睡到很遲才起床﹐但今天不能了因為要到公司做month end closing. 沒關係啦﹐反正公司有給加班費。哈哈!

到了公司後﹐繼續昨天的工作。因為凌晨與父母接財神接到很晚﹐今早工作時無精神在公司睡著了。原本聽說守歲能讓父母長命百歲﹐想做做孝子的我原本想守到早晨六點鐘。但單看外表的我一早就知道不行啦。每一年都說要守﹐但每一年都守不成。結果啊接財神後大約凌晨三點鐘就爬上床會周公的女兒啦。真是不孝。哈哈! 爸媽真對不起啊。但我知道父母一定知道我多愛他們啦﹐爸媽對不對啊? 哈哈﹐看看啦﹐明年一定會有同樣的” 守歲” 。

今天在公司工作到傍晚六點鐘﹐感覺超累所以也不願呆太久。回到家後﹐跟家人吃晚飯後也沒到那裡去﹐只呆在家裡看電視節目。我的年初一就這樣過了﹐接下來的幾天還沒什麼打算。不過肯定的就是一定會回公司繼續我的工作﹐這就是我所謂的新年” 特備節目” 了。

Happy Chinese New Year, Gong Xi Fa Cai! Today the first day of Chinese New Year, wishing everyone have a Happy Chinese New Year. May the Doggie Year bring good health and longevity to you all & may all your dreams come true.

Chinese New Year is the happiest through out the whole year cause can wake up late. But this year no chance for wake up late cause need to back to office for my company month end closing that crash with CNY. But never mind cause company is paying for my Over Time. Muahahaha.

I continued my yesterday jobs after reached at office but feel tired & fall in sleep cause midnight prayed for the “God of Wealth” until very late together with mom & dad. Heard people say that “Shou Sui”(Stays up all night on New Year's eve) can help parents get long life, thought want to become a loyal son & stay until 6 a.m. But from what you guys know I am a lazy boy, so knew it earlier sure can’t make it. Every year I had planned to do so, but everytime also can’t make it. So pray for the “God of Wealth” until around 3 a.m & met my bed with Datuk Chao daughter. Haha…as knew it earlier I am not loyal at all. Sorry for mom & dad, but I guess they know I love them so much. Mom & Dad, right? Haha. Watch out for next year, the same “Shou Sui” sure will happen again. Haha…

Today just work until 6p.m, feel very tired & gone back home. After had my dinner with my family, just stay at home watch CNY special TV programs. This is how my 1st day of CNY passed; the rest of the days have not plan yet. But for sure I will back to office to continue my month end closing,this is what I call “Special Program” for my CNY.;-)

丝路...通往愛的路途 / SILKROAD of LOVE

這幾天當收拾房間時﹐無意中找到了從新加坡買回來的其中一張專輯。那是梁靜茹的<<絲路>>專輯。 這張專輯買了這麼久也還沒聽過。 放了光碟到電腦裡後﹐歌曲開始播放著。 專輯裡頭收集了十首情歌﹐每一首歌曲都唱得很好聽。我最喜歡的一首歌是第一首的<< 絲路>>。 這首歌讓我百聽不倦﹐甚至還要重播。專輯裡頭的歌詞講述了男女之間的愛情故事﹐ 太有意識了。 我想這應該是梁靜茹史上以來唱得最好聽以及最有味道的一首歌吧。以下是她的歌詞﹐ 請讀讀吧。 這張專輯物有所值﹐非買不可。



This few days while cleaned up my room, accidentally found a CD that bought from Singapore. Is an album of songs sang by Fish Leong- SILKROAD of LOVE. I never listen the songs in this album before even bought it long time ago. Put the CD into CD Rom, it start playing. There is 10 love songs in this album, the most I like is the first song- SilkRoad. I like this song very much & even repeat & repeat, not even feel bore. The lyrics in this album is all about the love stories between boy & girl. Is really meaningful. I think this is the best song even sang by Fish Leong before. Is worth to buy this album & is a must too. Below is the lyric of SilkRoad, try to read it( but in Chinese).

梁靜茹 <<絲路>>

如果流浪是你的天赋, 那么你一定是我最美的追逐
如果爱情是你的游牧，拥有过是不是该满足

谁带我踏上孤独的丝路，追逐你的脚步
谁带我离开孤独的丝路，感受你的温度
我将眼泪流成天山上面的湖，让你疲倦时能够扎营停驻

羌笛声胡旋舞为你笑为你哭
爱上你的全部放弃我的全部

爱上了你之后我开始领悟，陪你走了一段最唯美的国度
爱上了你之后我从来不哭，谁是谁的幸福，我从来不在乎
谁是谁的旅途，我只要你记住

星星就是穷人的珍珠，你的笑支撑着我虔诚的最初
狂风沙是我单薄衣服﹐ 穿越过亚细亚的迷雾

云破日出，你是那道光束，带着平凡的我走过奇迹旅途

My Off Day...

Wow… had been half-month not update my blog, just want to make sure don’t want to become another Ah Fei Fei (not update for his blog almost 2 months, but now he is back :-P) so here will update something on what I did these few days. First, just want to wishes everyone a Delay Merry Christmas although Christmas is past & I have been off from 20th to 27th of December….wow, such a long holiday. 8 days off… not much things can do at home. No holiday trip too. Accept met my old friend came back from Japan on Christmas Eve, get an Initial D key chain from him & for living 24 years in this world, I received my 1st Christmas present from him… it is Hard Rock Café t-shirt from Osaka-Japan. Is really happy I get another collection for Hard Rock Café t-shirt.

The rest of the day just stayed at home. Morning watched TV programs, then afternoon cleaned up my room cause is too messy & dirty but until now still can’t finish the cleaning. See that? This is a lazy boy….haiii… after cleaned for half day went to slept. At night, watched TV programs again. Not much enjoy for these off days. At first plan to go Penang meet up my colleagues there but end up cancelled the plan due to some reasons.

Today is 30th, the eve of the New Year eve. 30th mean month end, month end mean what? Mean I have to stay back at office for the company month end closing for churn out reports to users. Oh… is tire man. Most of my colleagues had gone back home & some of them not working today & already back to hometown for celebrate New Year. Oh, is pretty sad. I am lazy to work over time at office now a day, especially sometimes have to work on public holiday. Is a bit jealous when people can celebrate & I can’t. :-( I thought I am the only “victim” have to work on New Year among my friends but when reading Fei’s blog he did mention will work on New Year Eve & New Year too. Haha, thought he will join me work on New Year. But just now when chat with him he said will off on New Year too & heading toward to Genting Highlands on New Year Eve. Shit! Everyone is off… haiii, how can like that. But no choice for me cause I am in charge for those reports for the users. Anyway, the company is paying me for over time for come back to work... haha.














My Hard Rock Cafe t-shirt collection from Osaka, Japan.

Nightmare Part II... I hated you!!!

After the nightmare incident, I am very careful when ordering drinks. Make sure there is no coffee mix up with the drinks. Last Saturday went to Mid Valley Mega Mall for celebrated DV’s birthday. After that, Fei, DV & me plan to watch movie but no tickets is available at that time. So we walked around & went to one of the café to ordered drinks. DV said treat me for the drinks but I said don’t want. But at the end I still ordered cause DV & Fei keep on asked me to order. Thanks DV for the treat too. So this time I am very careful & make sure the drink no coffee add in. So I ordered the drink at the “Non Coffee Drinks” column. There is a drink called “Sunrise” & at the side they put a word “Orange” in bracket. So what do you guys think? Is orange juice right? If your answer is “yes” then you are wrong. I “lai yeh”(make mistake) again. Is not orange juice, is milk with orange flavor… haaaaiiiiiii….. As what doctor advised me before, I got gastric & should not drink milk. If I throw the drink, will be wasted. So no choice just finished it. After a while, I feel stomach pain. Fei & DV suggested to go toilet, but not feeling want to go. Then I feel want to vomit. Is nightmare again!! So I decided went back earlier. After dismissed with DV & Fei, back to home straight away. At home, stomach pain & the vomit feeling still continued until I fall in sleep at midnight. What the shit man! I hated milk & coffee!!!! No more nightmare for me pleaseeeee!!!!

Is that "fixed"?

Do you believe on what Horoscope tells? Is that everything true on what they tell? I have a habit on reading Horoscope weekly. If you guys read my previous post, I am sure you can remember the post title name called A little surprised!! In that post, I did mentioned on want to work at Singapore next year. This is my wish long time ago & is approved by my parents.

On last Sunday when I read the Horoscope from newspaper, they did mentioned that I should not work at oversea & should stay at Malaysia. There will be a little surprise if continue work at Malaysia. They did mention I will meet a lucky person soon & this person will help me success in my career. But this person surname must be Wong, Lim, Yap & so on... On last 2 weeks, one of the departments from my company had left one person & now they are looking for new staff but for the moment are open for internal staff to apply. I am interesting on that job. Coincidently I found the department assistant surname is Yap. Is she is the lucky person that mentioned by the Horoscope? Is that everything “fixed”? Is that mean I really need to stay at Malaysia & do not go to Singapore? Anyway, had given my letter to my boss for make a transfer to the department. But not yet interview, not yet approve from HR too. Next week will conduct an interview. For the moment I have no idea what will happen for the next step….

Nightmare & some recall on Saturday night

Saturday went for “yum cha” with Fei & Afoi at Wong Kok Restaurant, followed them ordered “Yin Yong” drinks. At first don’t know what is “Yin Yong” (please don’t laugh), when the drinks was served then only know is coffee mixed with tea. Shit!!!… the most had drinks in my life, cause I don’t like to drink coffee & is not good for health. But what to do, die die finished it. Nearly vomit, the taste is so bad! I really hate coffee. After that, Afoi fetched me back to my apartment & followed by Fei. After back to home, the nightmare started! The time is around 12:30am. Though want to straight away sleep. My eyes can’t even close. Never feel want to sleep. Then woke up & studied books, filled in some application forms….the time is passing, but still got no feeling want to sleep… continued studied books, time is passing. Look at the clock, shit.. is just 2am. Can’t even sleep. Really don’t know what to do. A lot of things recall back from my mind. Again look at the clock is 2:30am only. The clock is slow like snail walk. Waited & waited, finally felled in sleep at around 5am. What the shit man, one cup of coffee makes me so strong for the whole night. Promise, next time ask before order.

A lot of things recall from my minds on that night, one of the thing is the cartoon character. When I was child, cartoon series is a must for me. Do you guys remember a cartoon character called Smurf? I like this character a lot. They live at the mushroom. They have a big family member. The creator of Smurfs is Pierre Culliford or knows as Peyo. But he is no longer here since 1992 else I believe the Smurfs will have their own movie. Just now browsed the website & found some Smurf pictures. Is so cute. The official website for Smurf is: - http://www.smurf.com/