震動的感覺 / Feeling of Vibration

從上個星期三到昨天都還在忙著上課，忙著讀書，忙著學習。忙了整個星期，每天都晚回。就在上個星期三晚上當上完課時，在中心樓下取摩哆車時，雙腳上下震動。我以為我有病，但是直覺告訴我有東西在發生。回家聽新聞時才知道是印尼大地震震到馬來西亞，跟家人說剛才已感覺到但家人似乎不大相信咧。第二天同樣時間同樣地點，同樣的感受又來了。這時我確定沒病，回家第一時間在新聞還沒報告之前告訴家人，新聞報告後，果然再次發生地震，他們終於信了吧。第三天同樣感受到，但震動比較少。

其實啊，這種感覺以前已感受過，只因不知那是地震。直覺跟第六感這東西真的很妙噢，它是從心靈深處直接的告訴我們甚麼在發生著。說到最後，還是要對上天說聲感恩啦，感恩地震沒直接震到馬來西亞。感恩再感恩!

I was busy for the whole week since last Wednesday till yesterday, busy attend classes… busy with my study… busy with learning, when back to home already late. Last Wednesday when the class ended, I went to the parking area to get my motorbike. When I was in parking area, I can felt vibration on my legs. I thought I was sick, but my sense told me something happening. When I back to home and listened to the news, then only I know earthquake happened at Indonesia affected Malaysia. I told my family no wonder I can feel the vibration at the center just now but seem like none of them believe me. The second day at the same place & same time it happened again, I told my family about this before the news announce. The news announced that earthquake happened again at Indonesia; finally they believed what I felt. Third day same thing happened, but this time little feeling only.

Actually I got this feeling long time ago but I never know is earthquake. “Six senses” & “feeling” sometime can category as metaphysics, it comes from our soul telling what is happening. Anyway, have to thanks to the God for protecting Malaysia not being directly affected by the earthquake. Thanks God!

步伐在轉著 / The Pace is Changing

今早跟媽聊聊時，看見姐姐的兒子躺在床上睡得多麼的自在，我跟媽不約而同地有種感覺做小孩多麼的好，沒有太多的擔心，唯一要擔心的東西就是學業和功課。

說眞的，當我拿起他的作業課本時，我也慌了陣子，他們的作業課本根本就不如我們以前的那麼簡單。看了某些習題我也不會做，天呀，才二年級咧。只能用一句來形容，現在社會的步伐不如以前了！我在想啊，可能他們未來的路會比我們來得辛苦啊。。。

This morning when having a chat with mom, I look at sister’s son slept on the bed with the comfortable look, mom & I having a same thought. We thought of being a child is so good, not much to worry, the only thing that worry is study and school’s homework.

Talk about homework, when I look at his textbook I did feel a bit panic. Their textbook is not as easy like our previous textbook; I can’t even answer some of the questions from the textbook. My God, he is just Standard 2 only. What can I say about the community now was the pace is totally different from the previous. I’m thinking, maybe their future will be more harder compare to us…

馬來西亞五十歲快樂！ / Happy 50th National Day to Malaysia!

去年的七月，我來到這裡遇見了相片中的他們。他們要求我幫他們拍照，目的是為獨立日做宣傳，我也拿緊了機會拍下了他們的大合照。“來，笑一笑。。。一二三，哧咔！”大合照出來了，相中的他們看了相片後可能還記得是誰幫他們拍的吧，哈哈！在這裡不忘了祝馬來西亞五十歲快樂，國慶日快樂！

July last year, i met up with one group of people (from the photo). They asked me help them to snap photos for the purpose of publicity or promote for Malaysia's National Day, i took the opportunity to snapped their group photo too. "Come on, smile... one two three, kraaa!" Group photo is out, i think when those people in the photo look at this picture they will still remember who is the person who snapped the photo for them, haha! I am here wishing Malaysia having a Happy 50th National Day!

壯觀 / Spectacular

從馬來西亞最高的建筑物-陽光廣場（KLCC）沿著大路旁走去，終於來到城中最高的塔-吉隆坡塔（KL Tower）。這是第二次到來，在底部望上時，就有如大大的冰淇淋壯觀地肅立著，讓我看得自己很渺小。。。

Begin the journey from the tallest building in Malaysia- Suria KLCC, walked all the way to the tallest tower in the town. Finally we reached at KL Tower and this is my second time being here. Looking from the bottom of the tower, it looks like a big ice cream straightens up in front of me. From here, I can see how small am I beside the tower…

電腦與農歷七月扯上了關係 / The Story Between Computer & Month of July in Chinese Calendar

某部門的同事剛剛打電話過來對我說她懷疑她的電腦有鬼，熒幕上的滑鼠箭在沒人操作的情況下會自動打開某某文件還會寫字，看得她傻眼了。我聽了後告訴她說可能是滑鼠有問題或是中了電腦病毒罷了，但她說怕是因為農歷七月的關係。為了別想這些，我排除了她想的。

到她那兒時，眞讓我看傻眼了，她所說的現在從演一次。糟了，我在想應該是被駭客遷入控制著電腦或是她部門有人作弄她吧。在找尋她部門是否有人在作弄她時，沒發現任何可疑人物。某某人跑來小聲跟我說其實他們用著藍牙滑鼠作弄著她，千萬不能給她知道。天啊，甚麼科技啦，我還沒看過咧。要她繼續被作弄那可不行咧，看她臉青青的樣子怕她會崩潰，謎底最終還是被揭開了。嗨，跟他們工作不知好笑還是想罵他們。算了，可能他們需要娛樂吧，但別再扯上農歷七月了。

My colleague from xxx department called up to me just now, she suspected her computer got ghost. The mouse pointer can move smoothly to open folders and also writing automatically without her control. I told her maybe caused by mouse problem or the computer infected by viruses, but she told me she worried maybe now is July in Chinese calendar. Without think too much, I excluded what she said.

After been at her place, I saw what ever she told me just now repeated again. My mind told me maybe the computer is controlling by the hacker or maybe someone from her department fooling her. But after I go through every computer, can’t find any suspected person. Someone told me secretly they are using blue tooth mouse to control her computer, asked me to keep the secret. My God… what a technology now a day, I never see this before. By looking at her scary face, it’s no way let her continue fool by them; she knew the secret finally. Haiii… working with them don’t know is fun or want to scold them. Hemmm… is ok; maybe they need some entertainment but don’t mix up this with July in Chinese calendar.

糾正.. / Correction..

港產片或連續劇裡頭時常會聽到他們稱馬來西亞為“馬來”(Malai)，我想應該為他們糾正吧。我國不是叫“馬來”，但可稱我國為馬來西亞或大馬。我想其實用“馬來”來稱呼馬來西亞其中一個種族（馬來人）比較對吧，我說得對嗎？

For Chinese, we can always hear Hong Kong movie or series called Malaysia as “Malai”, I think is the time to correct them. Our country is not called as “Malai”, but should call our country as Malaysia or “Dai Ma” or “Da Ma”. I think the word “Malai” is more suitable use to call Malay (one of the race in Malaysia), do you think what am I saying is correct?

人的一生 / Human Life

姐發送一則電郵給我，內容關於“人的一生”。我讀後覺得還蠻有道理，在此與大家分享。

第一天，神創造了一頭牛，祂對牛說：“妳要整天在田裡替農夫耕田，供應牛奶給人類飲用。妳要工作至日落，而妳只能吃草。我給妳五十年的壽命。” 牛抗議：“這麼辛苦，還只能吃草？我只要二十年壽命，餘下的還你。” 神答應了。

第二天，神創造了狗。神對狗說：“你要站在門口叫，吃主人吃剩的東西。我給你二十年的壽命。” 狗抗議：“整天坐在門口叫？我要十年好了，餘下的還你。”神答應了。

第三天，神創造了猴子。祂對猴子說：“你要娛樂人類，令他們歡笑。你要表演翻筋斗，而且只能吃香蕉。我給你二十年壽命。”猴子抗議：“要引人發笑，表演雜技，還要翻筋斗？這麼辛苦，我要十年好了。” 神答應了。

第四天，神創造了人。神對人說：“你只需要睡覺，吃東西和玩耍，不用做任何事，可以盡情享受生命。我給你二十年壽命。”人抗議說：“這麼好的生活只有二十年？”神沒說話。人對神說：“這樣吧，牛還了三十年壽命給你，狗還了十年，猴子也還了十年，這些都給我好了。那我就能活到七十歲。”神答應了。

這就是為甚麼頭二十年我們只需吃飯，睡覺和玩耍，之後的三十年我們整天工作養家；接著的十年退休了，整天留在家，無聊地守在家門前。最後的十年，我們要表演雜耍來娛樂自己的孫兒。

你覺得講得對嗎？

Received an e-mail from my sister, the content is about “Human Life”. After I read I feel that is quite true, I’m here to share with you the story.

The first day, God make a cow. God told the cow:” You need to help the farmer plow at paddy field everyday, some more provide milk to human for drink. You need to work from morning till evening, but only can eat grass. So I give you 50 years for your life.” The cow protest and said:” I work so hard, only can eat grass? I only want 20 years of life, the remaining return to you.” The God promised.

The second day, God make a dog. God told the dog:” You must bark in front of the door, and eat the foods that leftovers from your master. I give you 20 years for your life.” Dog protest and said:” Bark in front of the door everyday? I want 10 years enough, the remaining return to you.” The God promised.

The third day, God make a monkey. God told the monkey:” You must entertain human, make them happy. You must know how to performances somersault, but only can eat banana. I give you 20 years of life.” The monkey protest and said:” Need to entertain human and performances somersault? So hard, I only want 10 years.” The God promised.

The fourth day, God make a human. God told human:” You only need to sleep, eat & play; no need to do anything, just enjoy your life. I give you 20 years of life.” Human protest and said:” Such a good life only got 20 years?” God keep quiet. Human told God:” Make it like that; cow, dog and monkey had returned the remaining 50 years to you, just give me their remaining 50 years so that I can survive till age of 70.” The God promised.

This is why the first 20 years of our life only need to eat, sleep and play. The following 30 years need to work everyday to support our family, then after retire 10 years stay at home nothing to do and hang around. The final 10 years have to entertain the grandson or granddaughter by performance some funny things to them.

What do you think? True?

神山【三】 / Mount Kinabalu[3]

凌晨一點多起床，吃了早餐後準備攻頂。兩點多神山導游到了，攻頂夢開始了。帶著沉重的心情，跟著隊友們慢慢的往上走。感覺四肢無力，呼吸困難，那放棄攻頂的感覺又來了。為了不拖延時間，只好讓步讓師兄師姐們先走，我在後方包尾。我跟著神山導游一起走，不，應該說我走得慢神山導游逼不得已跟著我一起走。哈，看他的樣子很不耐煩，跟著有如龜速的小伙子撐著上，我不累他都累啦。愛莫能助，怪也怪我不好好地做足運動。雖說平時有運動，那種運動一天休息兩天的，出來的效果就是這樣了。一路上看著其他隊的隊員像支箭地沖著上，尤其是看見一名上了年紀的日本婦女攻得比我還要快，心裡感到很不服，所以下定決心怎樣都要攻到頂。



天色慢慢地亮起，望向東方似乎看見了細細的陽光在空中散播著，但我還有一段距離才到頂端。我在想，太陽一定會在我還沒攻到頂時出現。在攻頂時讓我想到了中國的一句名言：“不到黃河心不死”，但我確換去“不到神山心不死”，哈哈！果然不出我所料，看回攻頂後第一張照片的時間顯示著六點三十分，日出更不用說只因老早就在五點半出現了，師兄師姐們各個都在休息了，我足足慢了一句鐘。整個爬山過程中，唯一最遺憾的一點就是看不到日出，如果下回再次爬神山攻頂時我一定會要求提早一句鐘出發。


站在東南亞最高峰，以海拔四零九五點二米高的京那巴魯山感覺有點自豪，甚麼想放棄和累的念頭在此刻都消失了。頂峰與山下的景色到現在還牢牢地刻在腦海裡，拍照留念當然是必要的。休息片刻後，準備回休息站了。此刻看見神山導游，他對著我說上山每次都是我最慢，現在希望我不是最慢的那個，但他說高興的是至少看見我上到頂峰。我感覺下山的步伐比上山容易，只因下山時不大覺得累，很順利地回到帕納拉班休息站。休息片刻，收拾東西後直往餐廳用餐。


從山腰到遆婆漢入口（Timpohon Gate）用了大約四小時，下山時和隊伍離隊，前方的三位大師兄像支箭地勇往直沖，拼命的追著但還是徒勞無功，搞到挾在中間獨行，足足比前方的大師兄們慢了一句鐘。真的覺得下山容易得多，但有上過神山的朋友都對我說下山比上山難。上過了神山，總算完成了心愿。這次的沙巴之旅，只因想與神山有約，成功地征服了它，只因有師兄師姐以及神山導游的幫助，再次在這為你們說聲謝謝。從沙巴回來已兩個月多了，還在寫著關於這次的長游，師兄們早在兩個月前停筆了，我想關於沙巴之旅的細節應該在此停筆吧，這一篇可說是完結篇。




Woke up at 1am, after the breakfast we ready to move on to the summit. Around 2pm the mountain guide reached at the rest hut, dream to the summit started. With the tire mood, I followed the team moved on slowly. The give up feeling came back after I feel hard to breath, without wasting the time I let others moved on first & followed at the back. I followed mountain guide all the way, sorry, should say I walked too slow & the mountain guide have no choice to followed me at the back all the way. Haha, his face looks like impatient caused need to follow someone who move on like turtle. Nothing can do, the only thing can blame on was did not exercise enough before hike the mountain. On the way to summit, I saw member from others team moved on like an arrow. I felt sad when I saw a Japanese women walked faster than me, so I promised to myself must reach to the peak.

The sky slowly turns to light, I look at the east & saw a little sunshine but I still have a long distance to reach to the peak, I am sure I cannot see the sunrise when I reach at the peak. Yes, I can’t see the sunrise. By review the time of the first photo that I snapped on the peak, it shows 6:30am. I was late for 1 hour, team members was resting there. For the whole journey, the only thing I feel regret was unable to see the sunrise. If next time comes back to Mount Kinabalu, I will request for move on 1 hour earlier when on the summit trail.

Standing on the peak of Mount Kinabalu, Southeast Asian Highest Mountain with the high of 4095.2 meter above sea level, I felt proud of myself and the feeling of give up has gone. Snap photos is a must as a memory, I will never forget the scenery on the peak. After a rest, time to back to Panar Laban hut. I saw the mountain guide, he told me every time I am the slower one, he hope that I am not the slower one when come down to the Panar Laban Hut & also when back to the Timpohon Gate. But he said he feel happy because at least I can reach to the peak. I feel the way came down is more easier, used lesser time to reached at Panar Laban. After a rest, we went to restaurant for our lunch.

It took about 4 hours for me walked from Panar Laban Hut to Timpohon Gate. 3 of the team member’s move on like an arrow, I tried to catch up but cannot & end up walked alone. They took about 3 hours to reached at Timpohon Gate; anyway I feel walk down is more easier than climb up. I feel happy because I did reached at the peak, my Mount Kinabalu dream has completed finally. The main purpose for this trip was have my date with Mount Kinabalu, anyway I have to thanks to my team members & the mountain guide for take care of me. Sabah Trip has passed for more than 2 months & I still writing about the trip, few members already stop posting about the trip 2 months ago. I think I should stop here writing about Sabah Trip, and this post considered as a final post for Sabah Trip. ~END~

神山【二】 / Mount Kinabalu[2]

晚上的冷令我無法好好入睡﹐得不到充足的睡眠，第二天起来就感到很累。早餐用了後，收拾东西准备出發囉。到註冊櫃檯報到後，跟著神山導游跳上了休閑車來到了山腳美斯勞（Mesilau）入口處。就這樣我們一行八人浩浩蕩蕩出發了，我從美斯勞進口處望向森林裡頭感覺沒甚麼的，誰知走了幾步開始感覺到壓力來了。當看到了第一個牌時，上面寫著五百米。天啊，才五百米。從這裡開始，我生起了雜念頭，我很想放棄，我很想跟前方的隊友說我不想攻頂了。但為了面子，我不敢說，逼著雙腳撐呀撐，望望風景。。。咦，又到了另一個牌，上面寫著一公里。才一公里，放棄的念頭還不斷的在我腦裡轉個不停。

走著走著，我已離隊。前方幾位大師兄已不知去向，後方的因要拍照，所以我在中間獨行。過了不久，才遇見了前方其中一位因趕不上而慢慢獨行的大師兄。有伴總比沒伴好，兩人講講話拍拍照，知道我好像要放棄，不斷地在旁鼓勵別想太多。就這樣我拋開了放棄登山的念頭，繼續接受挑戰。

老天爺看見我爬得那麼辛苦，還為我“流下了眼淚”，撒下了聖水為我鼓勵。雨水的到來已在預料中，所以不用抱怨，唯一能做的事就是披上雨衣。走了不久，後方的師兄師姐門趕上了。五人就這樣慢慢地攻著上山腰，聖水滲透了鞋子，冷和累在每個人的身上都能感受得到。美斯勞這條路線的風景的確優美，某些地方在網上看過的現在確出現在眼前了。雙腳的累與痛，導致抽筋，搽盡無數的藥膏都不行，師兄給了兩粒松筋止痛藥，不到半小時幾乎忘了那疼痛，真要說聲謝謝你們的照顧。

走了大約八個鐘頭後，終于看到山腰的餐廳。進入餐廳前，門前的溫度計顯示著攝氏九度～冷～。 進入餐廳第一樣要做的東西就是放下沉重的背包，來杯熱飲料，只能用一個字來形容-爽。休息足夠後，繼續往休息站走去，帕納拉班（Panar Laban）就是我們要到的目的地。到達那兒時，看見了三位大師兄，他們比我們快到達大約兩小時，佩服佩服！在休息站不敢沖涼，只因那種冷度是無法形容的。晚餐用了後，第一時間是烘干鞋子。八點多就上床找周公，但是怎樣也無法好好地入睡只因枕頭、棉被、床樣樣都是冷的，只能小睡罷了。~太冷了～

The weather here too cold make me cannot sleep very well, felt of tire & lack of energy when woke up in the morning. After breakfast, we report ourselves at registration counter and 8 of us started the challenge from Mesilau Gate entrance with the mountain guide. When I look into the jungle from outside of the Mesilau Gate it look like nothing, but when I moved on few steps I started to feel pressure. When I passed by the 1st board, on the board show 500 meter. My God, 500 meter only. From here I felt want to give up, I want to tell the group I want to give up to reach to the peak but I did not. I tried to move on by look around the scenery there, it come to another board showing 1 KM. 1 KM has passed but in my mind still felt want to give up.

4 of the members has moved on earlier, few members want to snap photos so at the end I walk alone. But later on I met with 1 of our group member from the front that left out by other 3. Along the way we snapped photos while chitchat, he felt that I want to give up and tried to encourage & advised me to move on. At the end, the give up feeling has gone.

The God has “cried” for me caused knew that I moved on with the tire body. Rain was in our expectation, so need not to blame or complains; the only thing was wear our raincoat. Few hours later, 3 of the group members catch up with us. So 5 of us moved on slowly to the rest hut, rain has wet up our shoes, everyone can feel the coldness & tire. Both of my leg’s muscle pain, thanks for my team members passed me 2 tablets of muscle painkiller for released my pain.

After walked for around 8 hours, finally reached at the restaurant near the rest hut. The thermometer in front the restaurant shows 9° Celsius, ~cold~. After entered to the restaurant, the first thing need to do is put down the rucksack & order a hot drink. After the rest, we head toward to our rest hut at Panar Lanar. When reached at the rest hut, we met 3 of the members who reached there around 2 hours earlier than us, salute to them. At Panar Laban I did not dare to bath, it’s too cold. After dinner, the first thing was dried up my shoes. I tried to sleep around 8pm but only managed to sleep for a while, the bed, the quilt and the pillow everything was cold. ~TOO COLD~

神山【一】 / Mount Kinabalu[1]

當提起沙巴，往往會給人一種感覺聯想到神山。去年去了沙巴，只能與神山擦身而過。今年再到沙巴，為的就是要征服它。在神山公園和神山度過了三天，吸取了三天無比清新的空氣。我知道爬神山的過程很辛苦，但當我還沒征服它之前就已經帶著一種心態我一定能攻到頂看到日出。第一天到達神山公園時，心情還蠻好，可以四周圍走走拍拍照。晚上睡覺时只能用一個字來形容 – ～冷～，這裡實在太冷了。

When mention about Sabah, the first impression come to mind will be Mount Kinabalu. I missed the chance to date with MK last year, but I met with MK this year. Stayed at Mount Kinabalu Park and Mount Kinabalu for 3 days, the air is absolutely fresh. I knew challenge with Mount Kinabalu is a tuff job for me, but before start the challenge I always have a thought that I can reach to the top of the mountain and see the sunrise. When day one reached at Mount Kinabalu Park I feel relax, enjoy of snapping photos. At night when time to sleep, then only thing you can feel is cold. The weather here is too cold...~COLD~.