選擇 / Choices

在交通圈兜了好幾圈，心情有點沉重。交通圈的每個進口處挺著一個牌子，不，應該說是選擇。牌子一：繼續留在原地；牌子二：前進接受新挑戰；牌子三：離開這裡接受其他的挑戰。

如果選擇進口一（繼續留在原地），感覺上我在這崗位守得太久了，眞的有點累。如果選擇進口二（前進接受新挑戰），我可以離開原來的崗位，學習到更多比原先崗位所學習到的。但離開這崗位不代表離開這艘船，我還是會在這艘船上與其他船員們一起拼戰。如果選擇進口三（離開這裡接受其他的挑戰），意思代表著會離開這艘船以及所有的船員們，選擇新的船只與新船員。

其實進口三已經在上個星期選了，只因新船長還沒給我回復，只有等。我還在交通圈兜兜轉轉著，但是。。。今天三點以後一切答案都會揭曉。

Turning around at the roundabout, my mood was down. There is a signboard straightens up in every junction at the roundabout, no, should say is a choices. Signboard No.1: To remain staying at the same place; Signboard No.2: Step forward and accept new challenge; Signboard No.3: Leave and accept others challenge.

If I choosing turn in to junction Signboard No.1 (To remain staying at the same place), I feel I had stay in this position too long, feel a bit tire. If I choosing Signboard No.2 (Step forward and accept new challenge), I can move and change my current position, I will have chances to learn more than what I had learn from current position. But moving away from current position does not mean I will move away from the ship, I will still remain in the same ship and working together with the old crew members. If I choosing Signboard No.3 (Leave and accept others challenge), means that I will leave the ship and also the crews, and look for a new ship and crews.

Actually I did choose the Signboard No.3 last week, but the new captain did not reply me yet, the only thing is I got to wait. I still turn around at the roundabout, but… there will be an answer after 3pm today.