My lucky Friday

Long time no bloging cause by too busy these few weeks. This blog should blog at last Friday but too busy, today is a bit free. Take this opportunity to blog.

Last week was the lucky Friday cause early morning reached at motorbike parking lot, parked my motorbike & notice that my bike is too dirty. A lot of mud sticks at my bike, so due to so early reached at office & still got time so get my cloth & wet it. Clean up my bike & my cloth is so dirty. So lock my motorbike, took the key & went to clean the cloth. I just put the key beside the pip & clean the cloth over & over. At last, is clean & walked back to office.

At 10 a. m, someone from logistic department came over to my department & call up my Chinese name. I was shock cause not so many people know my Chinese name & I did not tell them before. Only those who very close with me know my Chinese name. So I look at his face, he looks at me too. I told him I am & he passed my motorbike key to me. He said one of the cleaner found it at motorbike parking lot. Oh, I was shocked. I lost my key & I never notice it. I was thinking & thinking where I lost it. I can’t remember how I lost it. At last I remember I put it beside the pip when I washed the cloth. I am so lucky. Thanks a lot to the cleaner & the logistic guy else I have to walk back home or maybe lost my motorbike too. But the question is how he knows the key is mine & how he knows my Chinese name? I look at the license cover that I put it together with the key, notice that I am so clever. I knew I am so careless & I did write my nickname & my Chinese name & also my mobile phone number at the back of the license. No wonder he knows my Chinese name. He told me he could remember my nickname cause I did help him before to recover his computer. So I am the lucky star last Friday. Thanks a lot to God too, God bless me.

Want to become motorbike rider?

Almost 2 years become motorbike rider, riding motorbike almost become my daily repeated ‘job’. There are pros & cons of riding motorbike, pros is can reach destination faster & easier & cons is accident can happen easier. Noticed that after shifted to new house, distance between my house & office is very short … is just around 10 minutes journey. For petrol, no need to say …. is getting more cheaper for me. Last time stay at Kota Damansara, from Kota Damansara to office is around 30 minutes. For petrol is almost RM1 to RM1.20 daily. So is around RM6 per week (is just counted for home to office & office to home, not going any place). If going somewhere else using motorbike, then 1 week has to spend more then RM8.

But something has changed after living here; distance between home & office is just around 10 minutes journey. Again no need to say for spend on petrol, is cheaper & cheaper for me. Is just RM3 per week!!! (Monday to Friday from home to office & office to home daily) … This is save a lot. Last week have nothing to do so tried to do this for one week. Pam petrol on Monday for RM3, on Friday meter show at E (empty). Is a bit surprised.

So for you guys, what you think? Is cheap or expensive? Want to become motor rider? Haha…

A meaningful song special for you & your mom.

After shifted back to Impian Baiduri, most of the time after working hour will be stay at home. Mandarin News from RTM TV2 is a must watch news for me since I was child till now. But if there is an important things have to do first then I can’t watch lar.

Started from last month I noticed that before & after the Mandarin News (8p.m) there would be a song that repeated daily. The song is sung by a kid name by Rashid A. Bhikha & also a group of child. The song is English song but is for Islamic cause part of the song got talk about Allah. Anyway, the whole song is talked about our mother, how she take care of us when we’re a child. It’s really a meaningful song. Surprisingly, both of my nephews also know how to sing.

Even part of the song got mix with Islamic but I was looking for the CD. At last, last weekend I was working at PWTC for PC fair. When I past by a hall in PWTC, there is an Islamic fair. By the way, I heard this song is played. Then I walked in to the fair, most of the people is Muslim. I straightaway follow the song direction. Yes! I found it. I asked the promoter how much is that, she said RM18. Is too expensive for me. She asked me am I a Muslim? I said no. Maybe my face looks like Malay. She asked me again do I like this song, and then I answered yes cause everyday I was listening to it & is really meaningful. I believe later RTM will stop repeating the song. So I asked her to less the price. 10% was given. But price almost the same. No choice. Paid already then continue to the PC fair.

After back to home, I told my nephews I bought the CD and they’re so happy. I got the lyrics of the song. Yours can try to read it, is really meaningful. Enjoy!

Song Title: Your Mother (Yusuf Islam)
Singer: Rashid A. Bhikha

Who should I give my love to?
My respect and my honour to?
Who should I pay good mind to – after Allah
And Rasul-Allah?
Comes your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
And then your father

Cause who used to hold you
And clean you and clothe you?
Who used to feed you
And always be with you?
When you were sick, stay up all night
Holding you tight?
That’s right no other, my mother

Who should I take good care of,
Giving all my love?
Who should I think the most of – after Allah
And Rasul-Allah?
Comes your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
And then your father

Cause who used to hear you
Before you could talk?
Who used to hold you
Before you could walk?
And when you fell, who’d pick you up?
Clean your cut?
No one but, you mother, my mother

Who should I stay right close to?
Listen most to?
Never say no to – after Allah
And Rasul-Allah?
Comes your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
Who next? Your mother,
And then your father

Cause who used to hug you
And buy you new clothes?
Comb your hair and blow your nose?
And when you cried who wiped your tears?
Knows your fears? Who really cares?
My mother

Say al-hamdu li-Allah
Thank you Allah
Thank you Allah for my mother

**Yours can listen to the song from RTM TV1 or TV2, the time is around 7.55 p.m. (before Mandarin News) and 8.30 p.m. (after Mandarin News). **

John Titor - a time traveler

Last Sunday was doing month end closing for my company. After entered to office, straight away on the radio listened to FM 98.8. Started from 6 a.m. until 10.30 p.m. non-stops on the radio. In between around 7 p.m. was listened to one of the show called R662 未 解 之 谜 . This show is talked about those things that happened before this cannot be solved or cannot find the cause. It is really an interesting topic for me. Part of the show was talked about John Titor. Who is John Titor? Most of you sure will ask like this.

According to the explanation of the DJ & also some researched, he was a time traveler from the year 2036. He was sent to year 1975 to get a computer system IBM 5100 and take it back to 2036 to debug some error that occurs at his year 2036 using a machine call Time Machine. A lot of things happened to him at his “world”. He said that he was born at year 1998 & when the time he travel to the world that we are having now is the year 2000. He said he meets back himself & he was 2 years old and he saw his family too. He also gives some prediction for the future including World War III. Not sure whether is true or not. But what I thinking was something is not logic. Anyway just want to share this interesting topic with you guys. For further information, just go to this site: - http://www.johntitor.com/

All the story is in the side, believe or not? Up to you…. haha. Just wait for the time come lar, see whether all those predictions will become real or not.

My little bit flash back of interview & also my company

Working, working & working, everyday is working except Saturday & Sunday or public holiday. Part of my daily time is working. Why want to work? To earn money for survive lor.

Working at my company 1 year & 10 months already, almost 2 years & this is my first job. Have learn a lot of things especially I have gain my working experiences here. All started from zero. Have gone through a lot of companies & agency, finally Agency GMP called me for an interview at my company that I am working now. Position is IT Assistant. Post name sound good but actually not. Before started my jobs here, a lot of questions came out from my mind… will I survive long in this company? the colleagues is friendly or not?…and etc. At the end die die went to interview. Why I said die die cause had look for job almost 4 months. Family members is worried about me didn’t get any job. So no matter what happened, must get this job. So went to interview. Our IT department is under account department, so 2 bosses is interviewed. The account department boss chose me. This boss is a bit nice lar (but he resigned already), chat with me & gone through my profile & every things. Asked a little bit questions only. I looked at his face he is so so tired cause he had interviewed for a lot of people before interview with me. His face like no mood so tired. There are a lot of candidates called for interview. I am so lucky cause I am second last to called for interviewed. According to my boss, he said is around 100 people interview. Is really a lot. After the interview, he told me they would call me for second interview if I were chosen. So feeling like no hope at all. Waited for almost 1 week still no one call me, is a bit worried & pressured cause of family members. So everyday I called up to my company asked about the results. At the end, result was I been chosen for second interview. Yeah! The second interview is a bit pressure cause 2 bosses interviewed together. Very scared. This interview was not lucky as last time. A lot of questions have been asked by both of them. But I can manage to answer those questions. They asked me to wait for the result. Waited for around 1 week, HR called up said I was chosen for the position. **phiew** I was asked to work at the following week.

The first day when I stepped in to the company, feel the company is very big company. Some one from my department came out & welcomes me to my department. After that took me to walk around, meet other colleagues from other department. After that, back to my department, sit there nothing to do. Feel so boring, no one assists me to do thing. After few days, something assigned by my boss. He asked me to installed software to users pc. Nothing much works to do at that time. I though the position is so relax. After 1 week, a girl joined to our department. Both of us were given a little bit of works to do. But after 2 months passed by, more works is coming in. Is like non-stop. Cannot break. The first 3 months no month end closing for us. But started from the 4th month, both of us started for company closing. A lot of things have to learn, quiet busy. But when the time there is nothing to do, u will bore until crazy. So this kind of working style continues until now. For branches, most of the users are so nice. They always chat with me. Whenever we got any problem we share it out. I always talked sweet sweet words to make them happy. The branch that I most like to chat with is Penang, Malacca, Kuching, Alor Setar, Seremban & Johor Bahru. Most of them always joke with me. But for internal staff or colleagues, some can joke & some cannot. Some is so serious until see him/her in front, run at behind…. hahaha. Working at here is not too happy. For my department, I just can say them is just ok.

One time I have thinks of want to resign, I keep on finding for job. I had sent resume to bank & others companies. But until now no reply at all. So is a bit sad. Last 2 weeks, I had met up with Fei for yum cha. He was asking me want to join his department or not cause his department is looking for people. So I sent CV to him & he helped me to pass up to his manager. At least now I got little bit of hope & also not forgot to thanks fei to help me pass up the CV. I really hope Fei company will call up or maybe other companies will call up. Waiting & waiting now….

Special for my Mom & Dad

The blog that I writing now is special for my mom & also my dad. Even Mother’s Day had passed; I would like to wish my mom having a “HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY, mom I LOVE YOU!”(“yoke mar” or not….hahaha) & also for every mother in the world. I believed everyday is mother’s day. For my dad, Father’s Day is coming soon on June & I also would like to say Happy Father’s Day to my dad.

The reasons I wrote this blog is a lot of things happened this few days & a lot of things flashed back from my memories. The things that flashed back let me believed that every single words that mom & dad told me previously is correct. They have teach me become better & better. They have told me how suffer they are when the time they working & also their story.

Last month & this month after get my salary, most of the money has paid for life insurance for family & myself & car insurance & also give mom for her own use. I think my wallet only got RM50 now. My bank has not much money leave. Few days ago get the bank loan slip asking us to pay for house loan. Shit!! .. No money how to pay? Have talked to mom & dad on this issue, & told them don’t have money for the moment. Dad said he will settle it, he started to ask me do I have the feeling what he had gone through before & this let me think back last time I always blamed my mom & dad don’t buy this & that & also blamed that why don’t buy a new house like double storey house. Feedback is they said don’t have enough money how to buy, if cannot pay for bank loan then bank will pull back the house. They also said when next time we working, we will know how suffer is that when we paid for this & that. That time I don’t believe. In my mind always said that my dad cheating us. Now when I really come out to work, I am 100% believe what my dad & mom told me is right. Last time I always fight back with my mom & dad, I told them what they said is not true. Sometime I have hurt my mom & dad, always fight back. All the way I never think how sad they are, I believe what ever I did last time is wrong. Now my feeling is so sad.. Anyway I just want to say something to my mom & dad, “ Mom & Dad, I believe what I did previously is wrong. This few days I have gone through myself & found out what u told me previously is right. I believe without both of your support, I wouldn’t be doing well all this while. Mom & Dad, just want to said sorry to both of you & also say thank you for all the lessons.”

So for others, please listen to what your mom & dad tell you. Never fight back to your parent. Remember the words they told you, I believe you will realize in one day later.

My lifestyle

Almost 1 month staying at my new low cost apartment at Impian Baiduri, staying at here really change my entire lifestyle. From woke up early every morning become woke up late, I become very lazy boy…. feel like don’t want to work. But anyway still work everyday except off day for company (Saturday & Sunday).

Last 2 weeks, my brain feel like cannot think any things & feel very sleepy. But don’t know why suddenly I got feeling of want to live like previous lifestyle & my mind keep on telling me wake up wake up. I knew if I don’t make any actions I would fall in sick. So I decided to flash back my previous lifestyle. Previously I was woke up early in the morning around 5.30 to 6a.m. & now cause by my home is so near to my company is around 10 minutes journey & I always got this thought that I can reach at office before my office working hour start so I woke up at 6.45 to 7a.m & sometime when I reached at office was late. I decided don’t give any execute to myself… Ed, wake up!! NO MORE EXECUTE!!! So started from last week, set my alarm clock to 5.30 a.m. The funny thing is after shift here I put the clock next to my bed so when it ring I can off it immediately without wake up & fall back to sleep until 7 a.m. Now I really don’t give execute, put the clock at my computer table that far from my bed so when it ring I have to walked to the table to off it so I wouldn’t fall back to sleep. It really works!! So I repeated this daily.

Second thing is my health is getting worse & worse, feel like so tired, so sleepy, so lazy to do work… my mind told me I don’t have enough exercise. Yes, is really. Previously always joggling but after shift here, back from work have my dinner & feel sleepy. Sometime can sleep at 8 to 9 p.m. No more execute for me again. Last week decided after work straight away back home & change my clothes. 6 p.m. sharp reached at Taman Sea joggling alone. Without disturbing from others, can completed 3 to 4 rounds. My whole body really pain. What people said is right: - “No Pain No Gain!”. I gain back my health…. Hahaha. My body is sweat. After that back to home, bath & have my dinner. After have my dinner, not feeling tire & sleepy. So good. Now I repeated these daily.

So now I can wake up early daily in the morning & not feeling too sleepy & tire. I have changed my lifestyle.

–Don’t give excuse to yourself when the thing cannot be done smoothly, prove it to yourself that you can do it better & better! – ~Edmund Ngan~

Why am i so blur? Is it too tired? I need a rest...

Yesterday work until 8 p.m, so boring… thought wait for fei call up to go for yum cha with him but he didn’t call me, I think maybe he still in Malacca or half way back from Malacca. So what to do, makan sendiri. Went to Chao Yang vegetarian restaurant thought want to eat there but didn’t open, close business for 3 days. Shit! No choice, go to Malay restaurant at Jalan 222 & eat roti canai & teh tarik.

Back to my new house around 9 p.m. After bath started clean up my room, too much things to clean up and don’t know start from where. Just hang all the clothes & separate paper that I want. Too tire & can’t stand any more. 12 a.m called by “Datuk Chao”. Meet him just after 1 minute….haha. Today I really make a scary dream but can’t remember what dream is that. The worst is didn't meet any leng lui in my dream. The dream scared me until woke up, just want to look at the clock what time is that but alarm already sound. Shit, 5.30 a.m already. I really really feel like just slept for 1 minute only. No choice, have to woke up early cause today have to work even is holiday cause have to run reports for users. After ready everything, told mom going to work & close the door & walked in to the lift. Something in my mind told me I still got something to do & haven’t settle yet but can’t remember what is that. Anyway, when reach at Ground floor, remember something. Oh no, where is my wallet. Have to walk back & get it. The problem is where I put the wallet. Blur, blur & blur cause just woke up. My mind is blank. Think for so long but can’t remember where is it cause yesterday had clean up part of the thing & maybe mixed up with that. Have search for so long. Suppose to start working at 6 a.m, sure I will late today. I am so blur can’t remember where I put it. My dad & sister is helping me to search for it but still can’t get. Some more kena scold by dad. I decided to open every bag to have a look; luckily at the end I found it at one of the travel bag that I keep it in my cupboard. I don’t know why I so blur maybe cause by not enough sleep & was so tired. Anyway, look at my watch already 6.12 a.m, sure I am late. Don’t care anything, reach at office 6.22 a.m. I think I am a bit lucky cause my new house is just 10 minutes from my working place. After reach at office & started my works...

These few weeks I feel I can’t concentrate at my job & feel there is a lot of things haven’t finish yet. I feel so blur. I need a holiday. I need a rest. Don’t know where to release my stress. Anyone can help me? Anyway, after this will take a short break for sleep about 2 hours at office & will continues my job after that.

My new house...

April, a month that really rush for everything...company things, my personal things have to settle in one month, really not enough. I really need a rest.

Saturday again, supposingly saturday is holiday for me & fei asked me to join them to Malacca & i wanna join but due to company closing & also personal things make me lost the chance to have a holiday & relax myself. Yesterday is really the most rushing day for me. Morning woke up at 5 a.m, brushed my teeth & drink a glass of water without breakfast then told mom need go to office working cause every month end must have company month end closing. Mom was a bit shocked cause we need to shift house by afternoon & have to settle everything in the morning but no choice cause if i not finish my reports & users will call up non stop until i print the reports for them. I just answered my mom i'll be back at 12pm. This is the best answer i can gave else she will ask a lot of questions. I am so blur cause day before yesterday i was cleaned up my room until very late & woke up so early. After reach at office & quickly run the reports, 8 a.m went out for ta bao my breakfast. After ate my breakfast then play some of the games at neopets.com. 6 hours passed so fast, 12p.m went back to house continue cleaned & packed up my things. Today really a sunny day & is really hot & confirm no rain for today. Finished pack my things & waiting for lorry. 3.30 p.m a ring called in, "We are coming, be prepare.". Then we started to put our things at ground floor. 4 p.m lorry is ready at ground floor, started move in all the things to the lorry but really suprise there is not enough space for the lorry. No choice, we decided to leave some of the things in the house & will take it by today using van.

Every things is already move in to the lorry, notice that sky become darker & darker. Everyone said will not rain lar, only myself said will rain. Just after few second, started rain & was really heavy. What a day for us, so bad luck. We quickily cover our things by using err... can't remember what the thing call lar. But luckily rain just last for 30 minutes. After rain stop, we started our journey to our new house. The apartment is located at Kampung Baiduri(former name) but now they changed the name to Impian Baiduri, such a nice name. It is somewhere near fei's house or at Jalan 222 P.J. Around 5.30pm, we reached at Impain Baiduri. Our place here doesn't rain at all, is really really hot. We started to move in our things to our unit(pink color Block). We took around 1 1/2 hour to move in everything. We are really tired & without arranging the things, we just put at living room & bed room. Our body is so dirty & smelly, i quickily went to bath. The bath make me feel like i am not bath for 10 years before cause i think this is the best bath i had ever before...haha. After cleaned up some of the things, is around 9 p.m. Went out for dinner with family, back to home is around 10.30 p.m. We are betting that everyone sure can sleep nicely & sure will "make noise" when sleeping cause really tired.

Around 12 a.m, all the lamps was off. Everyone started try to "turn off" our eyes. Suprise that no one can sleep cause is really hot even the fans turn to maximum. I am sleep at living room, others sleep at their room. After few minutes, i started meet my Datuk Chao & his daughter Miss Chao..haha. Around 1 a.m "scary dream" started, i can hear sound "ngiiii ngiiii ngiiiii ngiiiiiiiii" from my ears. What the shit! This sound was long time missing in my ears liao when i slept. Really can not sleep & i hear mom and dad & also my sister was chatting & keep on said hot. Haha, they haven't sleep yet. I on the lamp thought can scared off "my long time never meet frineds" mosquitos, but can't. No choices, i apply some mosquitos yokko. So lucky, i having nice sleep & all the friends go & meet my mom & sister. All of them move out & sleep at living room. From that moment, everything became silent liao. Everyone can sleep liao.

After close my eyes & continues sleep, i hear some sound & is really noisy but i don't know what the sound is that. My mom woke me up, & asked me to turn off the alarm sound & i am asking what alarm sound. Oh no, what the shit! I just closed my eyes & now is 5 a.m liao. It is like few minutes ago only. Really tired, thanks for my "long time never meet friends".. really want to kill them. After turn off the alarm, brush my teeth & drink a glass of water then went to work. Imagine today is Labour Day still need to work. Due to Labour Day falled on Sunday so Monday will be replacement for holiday but Monday i still need to work and also cause by month end closing, what a life i having now? @#@#$$%%..... 6 a.m reached at office, went out ta bao for breakfast & after ate breakfast play game also. Continues run my reports. Due to have to wait the reports run for so long & system a bit slow, took 2 hours to sleep. After woke up, feel like nothing to do beside waiting the reports. Call up fei asked him wheather free for tonight or not cause want to have dinner with him. Long time never meet him liao. But he said he still in Malacca & don't know what time will back to P.J. He said if come back early then will give me a call. What to do, so boring at office & since long long time never update my blog then start to write this blog. Hope fei will call up tonight.

My favor reality show - The Apprentice

The Apprentice - a reality game show that help you to learn to success in your own business. I was watching every single episode that show in tv, looking for how each competitor manage their jobs, learn on the way of how each Project Manager manage to divided their jobs to each of the team members. I realised the most important thing in manage a team is a team members must work together, do their best & also do the jobs that given by the Project Manager.

The interesting part in this show is at the end of the show, the losing team have to meet the GM.. Mr. Donald Trump. I am really respect or salute to this successful businessman. I catch every single word on what he said in each episode, the way he talked to peoples, the way he managed a team really make me salute. In each episode, i am waiting a sentence come out from Mr. Trump mouth..."Mr. xxx / Ms. xxx , you are fired!" .... This sentence really like 'yat jaem kin huet'( one needle see blood) .....after this sentence, no one is talking, is silence... & all walked away from the room. Of course, the one who fired by Mr. Trump have to go back home.

Another interesting thing when in the room is, when Mr. Trump ask for each one on how others perform their jobs, of course all need to protect themselve not being fire from Mr. Trump. So all of them argue for each other & i still remember last week episode... i though Sandy will be out of the episode, but when she argue & fight for the right for herself, at the end she manage to stay in the game and i have learn something in this episode....' If you think you can & you are right, then you are right! Fight for the best for yourself.'

Beside this, yesterday i was watching the show & it show back a short clip on all the previous episodes & Mr. Trump gave an explanations on why he fired each of them and at the end he has come out a sentence & i really like it. ----> "Without energy & passion, you will never success in your own business."